these are tears of...hell thery're just tears

So the one thing I've posted on here that I've been looking forward to the most seems to be slipping away from me. My dearest friend has yet to return my phone calls about setting up a time to meet up tomorrow and my feelings are pretty hurt. I know, I know I have no right. I just feel so out of touch with all my buddies from up north, it would have been such a great chance to catch up a bit. Ah well, I can't always get what I want. I still hope she calls, but I'm not holding out. I fel a bit like a stalker having called so many times over the past few days. I'm letting it go now, if she calls she calls if not, then I guess it wasn't meant to be.