Desire to write

I want to write about all that has been going on. I just haven't figured out exactly what I want to say. So much has changed in the past couplke of weeks that I feel a little bit overwhelmed. I really want to say thank you to my friends and family. You all have been amazing and I can't thank you enough. My folks have been amazing, letting me bring Riley to there house and supporting me through all of this. When I make a mess, boy do I make a big one and they have been great about helping figure out where to go from here. I look forward to things getting much better from here on out.

Soon I hope to have photos of my mystery quilt that I have been working on. And a new bag that I already had all the stuff to make.

I look forward to my new year starting over on the fisrt of February. I have made new new years resolutions and intend to completely ignore this month for the rest of the year. So, here's to starting over, starting fresh and moving in a new direction.

???

I don't know where to go from here. I just keep telling myself to breathe. If I can get my lungs to work, it will all be okay. I will make it through this. All the advice I gave my sister is going to come in handy over the next period of time. I'm going to be okay with this. Just breathe!

“A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.”

“In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.”

“Consider how hard it is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others.”

New Year

Aghhhh...

that's all I've got to say

What to do...

I'm between a rock and a hard place. The only think I can think of is follow your heart. My heart is not the best with directions, trust me I know. I'll give it time over my vacation. When I get back, I'll have to make a real choice. I hate this, and I hate more that this is not my fault, but I have to do something about it. Why does life have to be so hard?

Strength, Love, Hope, Success

“Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will.”

Mahatma Gandhi

“Don't brood. Get on with living and loving. You don't have forever.”

"Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discouraged men who kept on working.”

“Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.”

Bill Cosby

“In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure.”

Bill Cosby

For Penny

Penny- here it is the song I tried to play on the juke box which so rudely started in the middle.

Dusty Drake
Say Yes


We've only known each other scince the moment we met
But it seems like forever to me
I haven't figured out the perfect way to say it yet
But I suppose at times like these
A man should get down on his knees
How'd ya like to be in my wedding
How'd ya like to walk down the isle
You could be the center of attention
Everyone would look at you and smile
We could send our friends invitations
You could wear a long white dress
If you'd like to be in my wedding, darlin'
All ya have to do is say, "Yes"
Your folks could be seated in the very front row
And cry when we all turn to look at you
We could cut the cake
And we could strike a pose
Like the little bitty plastic bride and groom
And then begin our life-long honeymoon
How'd ya like to be in my wedding
How'd ya like to walk down the isle
You could be the center of attention
Everyone would look at you and smile
We could send our friends invitations
You could wear a long White dress
If you'd like to be in my wedding, darlin'
All ya have to do is say, "Yes"
Say, "Yes"
Say, "Yes" (How'd ya like to be in my wedding)
Please say, "Yes" (How'd ya like to be in my wedding)
Say, "Yes" (How'd ya like to be in my wedding)
(How'd ya like to be in my wedding)
(How'd ya like to be in my wedding)

what less than a week...crap!

Crap is right folks. Here I have been thinking that I have Christ,as basically done. Then I realize, crap.....crap crap crap I'm nowhere close. Alright now that I have freaked out I'm back to my list. By the way...my gift for my baby nephews...holy crap it is so cool! Alrighty then I'm off to fetch my embroidery machine and get busy.

Glad I'm done with all my real work this week already..now I can just focus on presents.